There is no time like maternity/corona leave to start that blog which has been “under construction” for years. So, I thought I would share some reflections of my experiences of pregnancy and beyond. I am a private person. This openness in such a public display is outside of my comfort zone. I am doing this for personal growth but also in hopes that it helps even just one mama or even papa out there along their way.

Growing a life inside of me has been one of the best experiences I’ve ever had. I could even go so far as to say that four months later, I miss being pregnant. Our shared existence began with feeling her little flutters and quickly grew into kicks and jabs. Her hiccups at all hours. A sense of closeness between us that was so comforting and warm. She knew exactly how I felt, what I was thinking - and I her. It wasn’t easy. Fluxing hormones and emotions. Fatigue, nausea, heartburn, hunger. Did I say fatigue? My body transforming. Oh the pressure. My back hurts. I have to pee again. When will I be able to take a deep breath? Or sleep through the night? Walking turned to waddling. Oops! I just peed my pants. Each doctor’s visit anxiously waiting to hear her heartbeat. Oh, she’s still in breech position. “Wow you’re huge!” they said. Was that a compliment? (More on this in a later post). Another ultrasound. Was that a contraction? If another person asks me if I’m ready… Then at last she came on her terms, when SHE was ready. Sacrificing my body for this beautiful little human, no question… I’d do it all again.

Every pregnancy is brimming with uncertainty but these are unparalleled times. Amid the current COVID-19 pandemic, my heart goes out to any and all expecting mamas out there ❤️ My wish for you is a safe and healthy birth experience. Try to keep a positive mindset for yourself, and your little one. Most importantly, don’t be afraid to reach out for help if you need it.

Be Well,

Jess

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